WEll, idk what to put here anymore. I'm not so much of a artist type person lately. I think it comes with growing up and getting more responsibilities. rest assured i still peruse DA to look at the awesome art and i am trying to update and clean up my gallery, cus i don't like all the stuff i have in it. hehehe. buttt, my scanner is poopie and i don't have the patience to upload the sketches i do make, so yeah... hahah. school and work and life= no timeeeeeeeeeeee. lol. though it does mean more friends and some nice money. hehe, and i am sooo THANKFUL for my job! i hear the unemployment rate is almost 10%!!! how crazy!! makes me wonder abotu other countries if we are doing so bad. sighhhhhh...

What else?? Hrm, i feel like a different person these days. i still want to draw, but not only anime stuff, other things too. and i like hanging out with ppl, and omg, homework drowns me. and then work? work is crazy too! i hate 8 hr work days. blehhh. haha, and after saying im glad i have my job, im a sad hypocrite. hehehe. ;-D And boys,..last year was the year for short relationships i guess. hahah, but oh well, gotta start somewhere huh? even at my advanced age!! haha, and no, i'm not 30 or anything, don't get scared....or am i?!?! ahhahaha. ;-D

Also, i have begun to hate my name. lol. i wish DA let you change your name!!! its like myspace, it gets you when you're young and you make a stupiiiddd name, and then yrs later, you can't change it. buttt, at least on myspace you can change your name that other ppl see. i don't want mine anymoressssssssss. lol. i want to switch everything to a new one. but then again, i don't use it much so ehhh. lol. So yeah. bland update!

Randomness, beware

you have been warned!
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:-P As you can tell i added like a bunch of sketches. and again, the darn camera still doesn't cut it. XD so craptastic sometimes. lol. but i am working on getting a new scanner. might be awhile though. 'specially since i haven't really started work yet (they haven't given me my hours yet.)

On another side note....my ipod is dead. and it was my fault. but luckily i am close to getting a new one. though, it's not the same driving or drawing w/o ippy.

RIP: Ippy. it did live for a long time, and it was close to death anyway. next, if i get enough hours in at work, i want to get myself a touch ipod. maybe...hee hee hee. the possibilities.

Also, my friends got to go to the KMF. i wanted to go, but work got in the way. X( darn it. though it's ok. i am not really a fan of concerts. though i would have loved to see the artists.

i cleaned my room today and it's actually really nice and clean still, right now. well, time to go sketch on my bed. (which is difficult sometimes) i get to use my uber cool sanrio erasers. XD though sometimes i won't use them if they are too cute! hahahahaha.

thanks for reading this far, and have a great day. and make sure to always drive with your seatbelts on.

Well, I am on my summer vacation/break right now. i know, really early, but hey, that's a private college for you, right?

so anyway, yesterday and the day before i had NO internet! It was horrible. lol, staying home for break and not having the ability to go online, it was cruel. anyway, today i called the verizon, got redirected to, it seems india, talked with this guy named Mishan or something like that (it was a little hard to understand him) and voila! internet! yay~

So i uploaded some pics, i might use my camera to put more pics up that i did in my sketchbook, but looking at how they usually turn out, i might not. lol.

Also, i have been playing around with tegakie, but i don't really love it; though i do like being able to draw responses, that's always cool. (though i wish it had opacity options. heh he heh. )
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what else? uhm, i got new songs to fuel my kpop obsession.

right now i like se7en (got those myself actually.) ->drama king. lol. [link])

SNSD-> ([link] weird ish, but sounds good..to me at least),

Super Junior->(like them in uniforms, yup. lol. [link]),

M->(dorky but good, ruff. [link]), he is cool, but short i think (i saw him on late night tv on channel 157)

and i still like BOA <3 ([link]),

BIG BANG<3 ([link]),

WonderGirls([link]), and

DBSK ([link]) (though not their ballad-y songs so much.) =i may have forgotten others=
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also, on youtube i found a new jpop group. ketsumeishi. they rule, i think. [link] i only have that song, but its so good. i want more. lol :-D they remind me of uverworld. oh, and another song i love even though its sorta rap-ish is: [link] i don't like some of their other songs though.
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speaking of music, an english band i love right now is one republic. i love the apologize song, say (all i need,) and mercy. so good. And i also listen to "I Turn to You" by Mel C. so good. i like this mv with ccs. ([link])
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okay, that's all for now. i hope everyone who reads this is having a good day! and enjoys the songs, or at least is amused. and i hope all the links aren't confusing, i tried to make it less confusing.

i have nothing else to spew. 'cept i love the "amused" smiley/mood thing. totally represents my inner breakdancer.

well, i am not expecting anyone to really read this, i just want to post this to rant about my sorrows.
well i got a new all in one photosmart C5180 for my birthday (and because i needed a printer for school.) and my mom thought it was a good buy since it is ALL IN ONE! so la-tee-dah~ loving it for the longest time. it works fast and nice. though whenever i connect it to my computer via the USB port it takes a little while to install drivers so the computer and printer all in one can talk to each other. a little annoying, but manageable. So x-mas comes around and i ask for a tablet, and yay i get one. AND THEN THE TROUBLE!!!!!

apparently if i have a wacom tablet installed and i have my all in one installed (which is what a bajilli0n people do) the two collide with each other and i get a stupid, "hpqscnvw has stopped working" thing whenever i try to scan.

[link]

i went there to see if other people have any solutions for the problem and found out that it has been about a year since the companies new their products cause a scanning malfunction and "supposedly" they are working on a patch.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

i will have to live with crappy camera "scans" forever.....

on a happier note...there is no happy note!! i even lost my headphones at the park on tuesday!! oh woe is me.
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tho i guess i could look at this with the glass half full and think i am lucky to be able to use my camera to take pics, i am lucky to have a tablet, and at least i can print.
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naw, i am still upset.

Yup, my scanner still hates me. :-P but i found the right installation cd (all i could find was the xp one and the mac one, and i needed vista) i just need some time to re install everything. but i am gonna wait till next week because i need to print a bunch of stuff for school, and i don't want it to freak out for some reason and not print again. (my paranoid side. :-D)

on another note, because i am impatient and wanted to upload stuff, i used my camera. the pictures aren't horrible, but they are sorta....not as good looking as they could be to put it nicely.

anyway, lately i have been watching the show, "the reaper." and i love it! its just so funny. i reccomend it to anyone. :-D it's great~